It sucks to be a grown up

There are moments in life when it really, REALLY sucks to be a grown up. You have to make decisions that will hunt you for the rest of your life, and as you grow older it gets harder and harder to make these decisions. Things that might have been a no-brainer 4 years ago are really hard now. I don't know if I can do it, if I have the strength. I don't think I even know the difference between right and wrong anymore. I cry, I cry everyday, I can't help it... and yet I can't decide.